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.hey.
10.29.04 (1:12 pm)   [edit]
...you, should'nt hesitate 'bout my feelings for you. i've prove on so many times and different ways to you. i hope somewhere deep inside you know that i love you. coz whenever you come walkin' my way. i said hey, i love you till the morning comes. i'll kiss you till the morning shine. now is not the right time to get serious. i dont wanna seem mysterious. give me time. in time i'll be set myself free...


.hey.-fatima rainey-

buat [:ji] 'the dark blue guy' :oops:..
isn't world just a huge playground dear? :wink:
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dark blue
10.29.04 (6:19 am)   [edit]
....hmmmm...dark blue.boss...:roll:
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.not enough.
10.27.04 (8:40 am)   [edit]
..to love somebody naturally. to love somebody faithfully. to love somebody secretly, and never touch. to love somebody hopelessly, it hurts so much. to love somebody foolishly, can happen once. to love somebody honestly, and always trust. to love somebody equally. is not enough. it's not enough..

..love hurts you sometimes. it's not so easy to find. searchin' everywhere. you turn and swear. it's always been there. standin' there..


.not enough.-van halen-



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it's called a heart
10.22.04 (5:19 pm)   [edit]

..there's something beating here inside my body and it's called a heart. you know how easy it is to tear it apart! hearts can never be owned hearts only come on loan. if i want it back, i will take it back. so, if i lend it to you, will you keep it safe? if i lend it to you, will you treat it tenderly?..

.excerpted from 'it's called a heart'.-depeche mode-

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.love.
10.21.04 (11:15 pm)   [edit]

1. Who's your love?
at this particular moment....no one :cry:

2. Do you believe in the saying that goes "First love never dies"?
not really...

3. How do you know when it's really love?
when i'm willing to do silly things for him

4. Do you know when someone likes you?
sometimes...

5. Is love lovelier the second time around?
dunno, never had it

6. What' s your opinion about the saying LOVE IS BLIND?
hmmm

7. Will you do everything for the person you love?
depends

8. Will you ever fall in love with your bestfriend?
mmm..yea.. :oops:

9. What's your type of girl/boy?
nothing in particular

10. Do you express your feelings openly?
sometimes

11. What do you dislike in a girl/boy?
dumbness, immaturity

12. Who's your crush?
'dia' + [:ji] [ it may change anytime i like hehehe]

13. Do you have a bf/gf?
nope

14. Is it possible for you to fall in love with an older man or woman?
yep

15. Eh younger?
eh why not?

16. Is it possible for you to fall in love with your cousin?
it happens.. once  :oops: ..hey what's wrong with that?!

17. How hard is a break-up?
*touch wood*

18. Are you a heartbreaker?
depends on who's saying :wink:

19. What do you do after a break?
nothin 

20. Do you swear never to fall in love again? 
i have,... but u can't refuse the call when love calls your name...

21. What's the greatest lesson you've learned regarding love? 
just follow your heart

22. Can you marry someone you don't love and hope that love will grow from that?
absolutely not!!

23. What do you think of loving a person with different religion?
tough question..next please..

24. What's your view about premarital sex?
no comment

25. Finish the sentence.
Love is... one definition of bless...

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apa artinya?
10.21.04 (1:31 pm)   [edit]

17.10.2004 ditelpon [:ji]
18.10.2004 ditelpon 'dia'
21.10.2004 secara ga sengaja ketemu 2 'laki2' yg pernah ngisi hidup saya ..


apa artinya ya?...

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...
10.16.04 (1:45 am)   [edit]
“kenapa ga makan?masa’ saya sendiri yg order?”laki2 itu ngeliat saya lagi..
“ngga..makasih..masih kenyang dr tadi siang”..
seandainya laki2 itu tau, betapa menawannya dia malam ini...
makanan selezat apapun jadi tawar ga berasa...
dan perasaan saya dari tadi udah campur aduk ga keruan..

.payon,kemang. 14 oct 2004
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“kalau boleh biar saya ceritakan dulu tugas kami di divisi ini”
..bla..bla..bla..yaa..kurang lebih begitu.., bagaimana mba..mungkin dari sana ada yg bisa saya bantu untuk jelaskan atau mungkin ada pertanyaan?”

saya cek daftar pertanyaan2 yg udah saya siapin...
blom pernah saya bertingkah seperti ini...
tapi tiba2 semua tulisan saya jadi blur..kabur...
“eh..emm..cukup pak..saya kira sudah bisa saya simpulkan, mungkin kalau tiba2 ada pertanyaan boleh saya telpon Bapak kapan2?”
“silakan mba, anytime...dengan senang hati...”

aaaahhhh kenapa counterpart saya ternyata mesti ‘menarik’ begini siy??

.cilegon. 15 oct 2004


p.s.
[:ji] kapan balik?? ada sesuatu yang harus gue omongin ke elo..

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living single
10.14.04 (5:34 am)   [edit]

do you know how great to be living single?


 


...kamu ga perlu repot + bingung untuk nyiapin makan sahur apa pagi ini...:lol:

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seberapa jauh
10.12.04 (12:10 pm)   [edit]






sampe seberapa deket siy cewe sama cowo bisa jadi sahabat?
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[misread]
10.08.04 (2:01 am)   [edit]

..if you wanna be my friend. you want us to get along. please do not expect me to wrap it up and keep it there. the observation i am doing could easily be understood as cynical demeanour but one of us misread. a friend is not a means. you utilize to get somewhere. somehow i didn't notice friendship is an end. how come no-one told me all throughout history. the loneliest people were the ones who always spoke the truth. the ones who made a difference by withstanding the indifference. i guess it's up to me now. should i take that risk or just smile?what do you know. it happened again..

.misread.-kings of convenience-


...kali ini buat [:ji] :wink:

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[:ji]
10.07.04 (6:13 am)   [edit]

menurut kamu..mungkin ga kamu 'sayang' sama sahabat sendiri??


saya bingung niy..saya lagi sayang banget sama sahabat saya. mungkin karena kedeketan kita ato sebab-sebab lainnya, saya jadi terlalu care ke dia.

si sahabat saya , [:ji], ini juga niy yg saya telponin di pagi buta waktu saya kalut sama 'dia'. yg berusaha nyadarin saya untuk kembali ke 'dunia nyata'. eh..tiba2 kemaren..waktu dia pulang.. hampir tiap malem saya jalan sama [:ji] dan saya baru nyadar kalo selama ini dia, yg jadi tempat saya cerita, tempat saya nangis, tempat saya ngamuk, ternyata orang yg paling bisa ngertiin saya ...

[:ji] itu.. tiap kali  ngeliat dia, saya selalu ngerasa kaya ngeliat diri saya sendiri. kelakuan ato jalan pikirannya ketebak banget, yaa pokoknya alur berpikirnya ga jauh2 dari pikiran saya deh. prinsip2nya juga kurang lebih sama. parahnya dia punya prinsip yg 'menyiksa' saya, (well..dulu saya jg punya pikiran yg sama siy), kalo dia ga mau pacaran sama sahabatnya sendiri... aduuuuh ribet banget ga siy...

o iya ..[:ji] juga plg ga seneng kalo cewe ngungkapin perasaannya ke co lbh dulu..

jadi gimana dong niy..karena terus terang..kadang saya kalo jalan sama dia suka bingung..kita sekedar temen ato 'temen'... mmmhh..bingung...ada yg bisa bantu?

[i]p.s.
[:ji]..kalo kamu baca blog ini..
paling ga kamu tau gimana perasaan saya sebenernya ..
.cilegon. 4 oct 2004.
[/i]

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[i]..i'd never imagined before. that the world could be turned on it's head. i'd never have thought to be here in this place. i'd never have dreamt that in love. i'd be lost and so easily led. i guess i was caught by that hint of a smile on his face. i thought i was happy before. when my life was as easy as pie. but that was the past of an ignorant youth. i'm falling in love with the guy but i'm forced to be living a lie. and he'd never love me if he knew the truth. is it asking too much if i pray for a miracle..miracle. that one day he'll love me. one day he'll say i care. one day he'll say I love you.. [/i]

[i].excerpted from 'one day she'll love me'.-sting & shawn calvin-[/i]

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.pemuja rahasia.
10.02.04 (12:54 am)   [edit]

..kuawali hariku dengan mendoakanmu. agar kau slalu sehat dan bahagia disana. sebelum kau melupakanku lebih jauh. sebelum kau meninggalkanku lebih jauh. ku tak pernah berharap kau kan merindukan keberadaanku. kuhanya ingin bila kau melihatku kapanpun. dimanapun. dan biarkan aku jadi pemuja-mu. jangan pernah hiraukan perasaan hatiku. tenanglah tenang pujaan hatiku,sayang. aku takkan sampai hati bila menyentuhmu. mungkin kau takkan pernah tau. betapa mudahnya kau untuk dikagumi. mungkin kau takkan pernah sadar. betapa mudahnya kau untuk dicintai. aku lah orang yang akan selalu memujamu. aku lah orang yang akan selalu mengintai mu. aku lah orang yang akan selalu memujamu. karena hanya dengan perasaan rinduku. yang dalam padamu.  kupertahankan hidup. maka hanya dengan jejak-jejak hatimu. ada arti kutelusuri hidup ini. selamanya hanya ku bisa memujamu. selamanya hanya ku bisa merindukanmu...

.pemuja rahasia.-sheila on 7-


..buat 'dia' + 'kamu' yg bikin galau hati saya akhir2 ini..

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