selamet ulang taun yak ..waduh udah 'tua' ato 'dewasa' niy?? hehehe
..jadi inget sama kata salah 1 iklan di indo ya.. [i]'jadi tua itu pasti, tp utk jadi 'dewasa' itu soal pilihan'[/i] bagus juga filosofinya...
kalo saya..milih jadi dewasa yg kekanak2an aja deh eh ato jadi kanak2 yg dewasa??..hihih..heran milih kok sll di 'grey area'..ga jelas..hehehehe
tapi mungkin yg terbaik..mengerti kapan harus dewasa & mengerti kapan bisa kekanak2an...auuuwww :lol:
jadi..what's my birthday wishes?? ya..paling do'a2 standar lah...
panjang umur
banyak rezeki
bahagia
...cepet dpt jodoh yg terbaik buat saya...
Amin...
jadi...[i]happy birthday sasch!!! [/i]:oops:
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[i]...i walked across an empty land. i knew the pathway like the back of my hand. i felt the earth beneath my feet. sat by the river and it made me complete. oh simple thing where have you gone. im getting old and i need something to rely on. so tell me when you're gonna let me in. i'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin...[/i]
..whenever i'm alone with you. you make me feel like i am home again. whenever i'm alone with you. you make me feel like i am whole again. whenever i'm alone with you. you make me feel like i am young again. whenever i'm alone with you. you make me feel like i am fun again. whenever i'm alone with you. you make me feel like i am free again. however far away. i will always love you. however long i stay. i will always love you. whatever words i say. i will always love you. i will always love you...
one of my fave movie ever is 'sliding doors'. love the plot. it opens my mind about fate. have you realize that you can choose your fate? that every single step you take on your live leads you to different path? what if you missed the train and what if you didn't?
in my opinion, to live is about to choose. which way do you think the best fit on you. every decision you made has consequences. it depends on you whether you're ready or not to face it ..
There’s something interesting i’ve learnt today.. 1 of my clients that i’ve been meeting with told me his thoughts...
[i]‘D’you know sasch..i’m always trying to be in the ‘middle’, it keeps me on the ground. It makes me think that I still need to learn bunch of things from the best and avoiding failures from my past experiences. Never put your self on high standards, it makes you forget where you belong, but also never put you way down, it makes you hardly see how beautiful this live is..’[/i]
semalem saya ketemu dia. orang yg udah lama ngisi 'impian-impian' saya. orang yg di benak saya mendekati sempurna. yg bahkan pernah terlintas di pikiran saya kalo dia yg paling tepat jadi 'teman' saya sampai akhir masa..
seperti biasa, stlh lama ga ketemu, semua keliatannya begitu indah ...heran ya gimana seseorang bisa ngubah perasaan hati begitu cepetnya..kadang-kadang mikir juga ...apaa gitu istimewanya dia sampe saya bisa jadi orang yg segitu lemahnya...
tapi pagi ini saya heran, kenapa hati kecil saya bilang, mungkin udah saatnya saya 'ngelepas' dia. apapun alasannya. saya udah terlalu lelah. udah saatnya untuk melangkah dan ngeliat ke depan. saatnya untuk berhenti membiarkan pikiran dan perasaan saya pergi bersamanya...
[i]..i don't know how to let you go. i've given to you all of me. all that i'll ever be. we share the same heart and soul. i want you to believe in me. see through my eyes and you will know. i'll take my chance that you will come home to me. even if it takes some time for you to work it out. i'll be there. i still got a ways to go. so far away from home. inside i always knew. i would find my way to you. only you know where i have gone. i want to prove i am worthy to be called yours. i need you more than i ever have. and i don't want to stay. try and find me if you can. if i get lost along the way. please don't forget me. know that i'll be here...[/i]
lagi-lagi terinspirasi sama salah 1 blog yg saya baca..saya jadi inget salah satu hal yg kadang mengganggu pikiran saya...kenapa siy orang menikah?
buat saya, saya termasuk orang yg menjunjung tinggi lembaga pernikahan. bukan karena agama aja, tapi karena budaya juga..dan banyak alesan lainnya..
tapi...selain alesan2 itu..kadang saya juga kepikiran..buat para penganut sex bebas, sebenernya mereka masih punya keinginan buat nikah ga siy? terus apa alesan mereka untuk nikah itu? toh tanpa nikah mereka bisa ngebentuk keluarga...
baru balik dari meeting...ya ampuuun ini badan rasanya udah mati rasa. apalagi otak saya..waduh rasanya udah ga konek sama sekali. bayangin..meeting marathon dari jam 10 pagi sampe jam segini, apa ga super teler :(
anyway..sesuai sama subject di atas, kali ini saya cuma mau 'curhat' masalah profesi yg saya jalanin. sampe sekarang niy, rasanya blom sreg bner sama kerjaan yg saya jalanin sehari2.. asli..sumpah..
terus terang, saya ngejalanin profesi ini karena salah kaprah dari awalnya. ngambil jurusan yg saya pikir punya prospek 'cemerlang' buat masa depan, saya tinggalin minat saya yg penuh 'mimpi2' di tempat sebelumnya dan memulai hari2 di kampus baru dgn satu2nya semangat kalo 'ini ilmu yg bisa diterima di semua tempat'..so jadilah saya di sana...
klaar kuliah yg penuh 'tangis darah', saya dpt tawaran utk bantu2 dosen di 'misi mulia'nya. beginilah ceritanya...akhirnya saya terdampar di sini...
banyak orang bilang ke saya 'you're the right person in the right place'...tp hanya sdkt yg tau gimana saya ngerasa kalo 'ini bukan tempat saya'....
tau ga siy, baru sadar saya sekarang kalo semua hal dimulai dgn setengah ati, sampe kapan pun, ga bakal jadi bekal yg bagus buat kita di masa depan. semuanya harus diawali dan dijalanin dgn niat yg tulus dan minat yg penuh...percaya deh ...:)
anyway...kalo ditanya niy...profesi apa impian saya..saya bakal jawab...'yg isinya senang2, ga banyak mikir, bisa keliling dunia, tingkat stress rendah, dan banyak uang...'
Pernah beli cd/vcd/dvd bajakan ga? saya pernah, sering malah. Payah ya.. tapi gimana lagi?..bayangin, buat beli dvd yg original harus bayar sekitar 60 ribu perak ato lebih, lah bukannya mending beli bajakannya? Di ambassador ato ‘glodok, the cd city’, kita bisa beli 5000 perak per 1 keping, yang artinya 12x lebih banyak!!! 12 x!!!..gila ga? Siapa yg ga kepengen?
Itu baru dvd, belum cd. Terus terang, kalo saya ga demen2 amat sama grup ato musiknya, saya ga beli originalnya. Masa beli kaset sama cd original harganya berkali-kali lipat dari bajakan? Contoh, beli 1 kaset phil collins yang baru bisa dapet 4 cd album2nya phil collins + genesis. Hayoo.. pilih mana sekarang?
Emang kalo dipikir, beli bajakan sama aja ga ngehargain hasil karya orang lain. Ntar kalo para artist ato musisi itu ga dihargai, terus mereka ga bisa ngehasilin karya2 bermutu lagi. Kita mau nikmatin apa?
Tapi sekarang gimana coba? Denger2 untuk ngeproduksi 1 cd, sebenernya cuma butuh 5000 perak..itu juga plg mahal. Ok.. sekarang kalo kita tambah royalti buat musisi, distributor chain, etc kira2 tambah 10-15000 perak..jadi total jendral 20000. Tapi kenapa harga di toko bisa 1.5 kali ato 3 kali lebih tinggi siy??
Jadi sekarang siapa yang mesti disalahin? Pembajak, kalangan industri, ato yang beli?? Hehehe semuanya balik ke anda deh..gimana menyikapinya :wink:
Terinspirasi sama salah 1 blog yg pernah saya baca waktu pertama kali saya kenal dunia blog ini, saya memilih membiarkan blog saya ini bersifat anonymous. Lebih baik begitu :)
Anda bisa berpikir bebas tentang saya. Saya bisa menjadi orang yang paling menyedihkan di dunia, atau apa saja sesuai dengan pikiran anda waktu baca blog2 saya. Seru juga ya..
Tau ga? bahkan sedikiiit sekali dari temen2 saya di ‘real world’ yg saya kasih tau ttg blog ini loh. Hehehe ini untuk kebebasan saya mengeksplorasi ‘sisi lain’ dari saya..(itu juga kalo ada siy..hehehe)
If someone ask me what’s the important thingy in my daily life..my answer would be my mobile phone!! Can’t live without it!! really.. anywhere, anytime, it always be with me. When I go to sleep, I put my mobile next to my pillow, when I work it always sit beautifully in my desk, even when I’m away it always goes with me.. Sometimes I get surprised how depending I’m with it. Instead as a very usable device, my mobile has also become my partner, it works as my watch, my alarm, my organizer, my worst enemy or sometime it becomes my life saver…:oops: The first thing I see as I wake up every morning would be my mobile. Eventhough my mobile doesn’t have camera or colour display and a bit old or antique (as some of my friends said), but still..it’s a precious one for me. So..you might think what is my purpose on talking this stuff…ohh well..I forgot to take my gorgeus mobile with me today :cry:
..let me watch by the fire and remember my days.and it may be a trick of the firelight. but the flickering pages that trouble my sight. is a book i'm afraid to write. it's the book of my days. it's the book of my life. and it's cut like a fruit on the blade of a knife. and it's all there to see as the section reveals. there's some sorrow in every life. if it reads like a puzzle. a wondering maze. then i won't understand 'til the end of my days. i'm still forced to remember. remember the words of my life. there are promises broken and promises kept. angry words that were spoken. when i should have wept. there's a chapter of secrets. and words to confess. if i lose everything that i possess. there's a chapter on loss and a ghost who won't die. there's a chapter on love where the ink's never dry. there are sentences served in a prison i built out of lies. there's a chapter on fathers a chapter on sons. there are pages of conflicts that nobody won. and the battles you lost and your bitter defeat. there's a page where we fail to meet. there are tales of good fortune that couldn't be planned. though the pages are numbered. i can't see where they lead. for the end is a mystery no one can read. in the book of my life..
On this your wedding day May angels smile upon you God has brought you to this day Through all of life's confusions To come full circle all the way To bless your wedded union
May your days be filled with laughter And your nights be filled with peace As you grow old together Sharing happiness and ease
For a man shall be a woman's heart And a woman be a man's Til the oceans cease to flow And deserts lose their sands
[i].for my best friend, D. ..semoga memang [i]dia [/i]orangnya..[/i]
…just got back from a meeting. At the very beginning, it was very interesting indeed. Each parties expressed what we expect from the project that we’re going to work on…until…one of my counterpart spoken.. frankly speaking…I don’t know what he's talking about and what exactly the point was..but since he’s the boss of that company..a smiley face and a little nod everytime he finished his words would be highly appreciated…so there was me.. :roll:
...bagaimana caranya untuk.agar kau mengerti bahwa.aku rindu. bagaimana caranya untuk. agar kau mengerti bahwa. aku cinta. cintaku sedalam samudra setinggi langit di angkasa. kepadamu. cintaku sebesar dunia. seluas jagad raya ini. kepadamu. bagaimana caranya agar kau mengerti. bahwa aku mencintaimu selamanya. bagaimana caranya agar kau mengerti.bahwa aku merindukanmu selamanya..
.[i]cinta mati.-agnes monica feat. ahmad dani-[/i]
...rows and flows of angel hair. and ice cream castles in the air. and feather canyons everywhere. i've looked at clouds that way. but now they only block the sun. they rain and snow on everyone. so many things i would have done. but clouds got in my way. i've looked at clouds from both sides now. from up and down and still somehow. it's clouds' illusions I recall. I really don't know clouds at all. moons and junes and ferris wheels. the dizzy dancing way you feel. when every fairy tale comes real. i've looked at love that way. but now it's just another show. you leave 'em laughing when you go. and if you care. don't let them know. don't give yourself away. i've looked at love from both sides now. from give and take and still somehow. it's love's illusions I recall. i really don't know love at all. tears and fears and feeling proud. to say "i love you" right out loud. dreams and schemes and circus crowds. i've looked at life that way. but now old friends are acting strange. they shake their heads. they say i've changed. well something's lost but something's gained. in living every day. i've looked at life from both sides now. from win and lose and still somehow. it's life's illusions I recall. i really don't know life at all...
I dont know if it happens to other people, but yes I really have a memory problem. Well it’s not really like what happened to lucy whitmore in 50 first dates, but I really do find it ‘s difficult to remember certain things. It sucks you know..especially when it comes to work matters. :oops: For example, when i have to make an opinion on a case, i can make it perfectly, but the day after when i have to discuss it with my managing partner, i just can’t remember what i wrote. It’s not like because i’m nervous or what..but i just cant remember it :cry:
The other example is..i can watch the same movies for many times but still have surprises on the next chance. Like yesterday i watched spiderman 2, and today..i cant remember how the story was..i know that the effect was great and the story was good ..but that’s all. Just now...I watched ‘Sense and Sensibility’ for the 6th times and still cant remember how the story would be ended.:roll:
But the weirdest thing is..i can remember clearly when it comes to music. I still can remember Sting’s birthdate or all of Metallica’s albums...:oops:
Anyway..back to the work matter..do you think i should get meds or do some exercise with my memory?
Take the quiz: "Who Are You In LINKIN PARK?" Mike You Are MIKE:(your next to chester on the left furthest in the back...in black without the gotee) You are the 2nd vocalist and love giving the fans a good show and giving it your all.You are always looking for fun....just remember not to go to europe in the dead of winter with no coat....
Sleepy Euro fans stumble to polls [i]TheJakartaPost.com[/i] July 5, 2004
The Euro 2004 final, including its celebration, ended less than three hours before the official start of voting at the country's nearly 600,000 polling stations at 7.a.m. Many voters and committee members of the polling stations did not want to miss the soccer final, broadcast live by a private TV station.
Sleepy committee members of polling station No. 002 in Sukabumi Utara subdistrict, West Jakarta, had to open the polling station on time as required by the General Elections Committee (KPU).
"When we opened the polling station at 7 a.m., only 10 or so people came. Perhaps, many of them watched the soccer game last night," said Djazuli, a committee member at the polling station.
He said there were 285 eligible voters registered at the polling station, but by the time the polling station close at 1 p.m., only 229 people had exercised their right.
"We are really sleepy but it is our obligation to serve voters," Djazuli told The Jakarta Post.
I was a bit upset this evening. I still can’t believe how can I missed the F1 Magny Course race for a movie that i’ve watched 3 times before!!!!doesnt that sound stupid? I only watched when schummy reached the finish line and when ruben over took Trulli..that’s all!! Of course i’m happy for schummy but missed the race start and 4 pit stop strategies that ferrari had?what a disgrace.. :cry:
Around 1 hour later..the Motogp was also showed on different channel..and again..the silly stuff came up. The tv got delayed in showing the race. They showed the race just about when rossi got incident in lap 12!!! How can they do that??:x
But.. above all..I’m quite happy today. Never expected that all of those great races and the euro 2004 final can happens in the same day..:)
Anyways... for the Euro 2004 final...this time i try not to missed a thing!! Since i get so tired from yesterday and today and can’t make it to the pub to see the game, I decided to stay home and watch it alone. The match will be show around 2.00 a.m. jakarta time, and i get sleepy already :? so..I’ve been trying to get busy this whole evening in order to make me awake...done my laundry, clean my room, did mani-pedi do it yourself stuff and now.. ..i think i have to go and get a strong black coffee...
..i will never know.cause you will never show.come on and love me now.come on and love me now.carnival came by my town today.bright lights from giantwheels.fall on the alleyways.and I'm here by my door. waiting for you.i hear sounds of lovers.barrel organs, mothers.i would like to take you down there.just to make you mine.in a merry-go-round.i will never know.cause you will never show.come on and love me now.come on and love me now...
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ini malam jumat malam... asiiik mau bersama teman hendak pigi ber-ria-ria.. sesudah itu di rumah saja.. menonton film2 yang ada.. melepas lelah setelah 5 hari penat bekerjaa... uuh senangnyaa.. :D
sabtu besok.. blom ada acara.. tapi would ask tinjung ato the gank to come along untuk pergi makan bersama-sama... makan bakar ikan ato satay ayam... hihihi nyam nyam nyam uenaknyaa.. membayangkan saja sudah lapar benar rasanyaa :P
besoknya minggu mau bertemu kawan sahabat lama... nostalgia..nostalgia... aduuh ramenyaa.... habis itu banyak buku menanti dibaca... hihihi sibuk bakal keliatannya 8)
pagi senin ato siangnya.. ke tps aaah milih presiden ceritanya.. hehehe sudah pasti pilih siapa.. perkara menang kalah... terserah saja... yang penting indonesia aman makmur sentosa :lol:
[i]happy presidential election day yaa!!![/i] :wink:
..i'm afraid of the dark.'specially when i'm in a park.and there no one else around.oh i get the shivers.i don't want to see a ghost.it's the sight that i fear most.i'd rather have a piece of toast and watch the evening news.i'm a superstitious girl.i'm tha worst in the world.never walk under the ladders.i keep a rabbit's tail.i'll take you up on the dare.anytime. anywhere. name the place.i'll be there. bungee jumping.i don't care!so after all said and done.i know i'm not the only one.life indeed can be fun.if you really want to.sometimes living out your dreams.ain't as easy as it seems.you wanna fly around the world.in a beautiful balloon.life.oh life..